Wednesday, June 25, 2008

i wish i had a hot toddy.

My office is freezing. At this very moment I am wearing a sweater and a shawl, so I'm feeling alright, but my fingers are like icicles. If you wear sandals or a skirt or, god forbid, sandals and a skirt, you will be risking frostbite.

The reason for this frigid state of affairs is, I'm told, that men in suits prefer the temperature to hover somewhere between freezing and ass-bitingly cold. Certain men can't take their suit jackets off, so everyone else in the building should pile sweaters on. This seemed to me like a subtle and particularly sick form of sexism until my boss reminded me that I too could wear a suit to the office. "But Gary," I said, "we work in publishing." Not even my boss's boss's boss wears a suit. So I said that I would start wearing a suit when he did, and that in the meantime they could turn the goddamn air conditioning down. He laughed.

(When I write my memoir, it will be full of mundane little anecdotes just like that one. Forget stories about people who take amphetamines and believe that the key to time travel is to stand in the basement and repeat the matra, "I am willing, sir." Forget stories about being a high-priced call girl in London. My memoir will be about how cold my office is, and what books I read in college. No one will ever doubt that it's true, and no one will buy it. But I'll feel better.)

In other news: the fact that Ezra Klein is 24 years old is still really freaking me out. Someone my age, someone who drinks Miller Light, is paid by the American Prospect to write about politics. He's actually good at it, too. I am clearly a failure.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

avoid the void.

I stayed up until 2 am last night reading a book that is, objectively, trash. I read the entire book, from start to finish, in 3 hours. This is never a good sign. I went home after work fully intending to read Camus, or possibly to begin studying for the GED GRE. Instead I ended up watching about 4 episodes of Jon and Kate Plus 8, then going to bed and reading trash until 2 am. Now I be so tired.

I think it was Camus that did me in, actually. If you are feeling at all insecure - if you are even marginally contemplating the void - do not read an essay that begins, "There is only one really serious philosophical question, and that is suicide. Deciding whether or not life is worth living is to answer the fundamental question in philosophy." It's just, like, unnecessarily depressing.

Last night reminded me somewhat of first year in college when, by freak circumstances, I was required to read Nietzsche every quarter, sometimes twice. I emerged somewhat warped, much like Lloyd, who, in the best ever episode of Undeclared, learns about existentialism and ends up running around campus wearing nothing but a blanket. That didn't happen to me, per se, but I sympathize. Reading The Man of My Dreams until 2 am is, in its own way, kind of like losing all faith in existence.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

if you don't know who the oranje are, you can skip this one.

I forgot all about Euro 2008. Gremlin and I went to the beer garden in Astoria on Saturday, in the hopes of sitting down and drinking something cold before we collapsed from heat exhaustion, only to find that Portugal was playing Turkey and there was no place to sit. There was barely any place to stand, either, which is why we ended up blocking a screen and getting booed by frat boys. (It was my first time getting booed; hopefully it was also the last.)

So, I forgot -- I won't blame the American media for this entirely, but only because ESPN appears to have fired Dave O'Brien, and this means that I might be able to watch a game or two without wanting to cut my ears off. They are even airing a handfull of games live and on basic cable! Which is nevertheless entirely unhelpful to me, because all the games are on the middle of the day. Being a soccer fan in America is really very sad and disheartening.

Anyway, this means that I had to go to Zum Schneider's last night to watch a replay of the Italy vs. Netherlands match. Italy is possibly my least favorite national team -- they are cheaters and divers and they wear their hair much, much too long -- and only begrudgingly will I conceed that their games are consistently fun to watch. The Netherlands is, on the other hand, possibly my favorite European team -- they are not too showy, or too weepy, or too famous, and their names are super fun to pronouce (Giovanni van Bronckhorst, anyone?) -- and even though they never win anything, I support them anyway, because they can do this. It was an excellent game.

And now, I must go -- Spain is trouncing Russia and Tom Lutz is live-blogging it for the Guardian, which means that it is too hilarious to ignore.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

spike lee...

Passed me on the street today.

As he did, he told the woman walking next to him, "No way am I seeing Sex and the City."

Me neither, Spike. Me neither.